gaMbate....tis word is not easy for me now =.=
dOnO.... is a good word to use @_@
nOthing.... is a word to avoid all things Q_Q
AnyThing.... is a simple word to decide >_<
craZy....is a future word to descride myself x.X
cutE....is da word i hope to always be ^^
stUpid....is word tat follow me all da time *c*
saD.... is a muz word by now T_T
DisapOinted.... is word tat is now filled my tiny brain #_#
lOusy.... is da word i am now feeling of ~_~
Fly....is what always happen only in dreams #_#
fUcked Up....always get in my way -_-
Back to my normal life, no more work no more report ^^ now im having a short stay at my frenz place... v all swimming - craz, v go swimming almost everyday omg... but im not losing any weight... garhhh... maybe coz of every-happy day supper i guess !?! Hmmm... what language am i using ? hope people out there can understand me ^^ Most of the youngster out there striving for freedom breaking law, disobeying parents, ignoring what they have instead, went nuts even. Freedom is not always a good thing. Freedom transform without you realize when it enter in to different state under different circumstances at various time it leads to loneliness, become boring, make life difficult than what it was. Basically its not more than a tempting term that influence your mind. Once you have a bite you'll know what is the taste ...
What is the taste of freedom or when too much of it?
Faded fairy dust, weaken magic, miracle decaying
1:59 AM
* Wednesday, April 16, 2008 *
A plant...sunflower She look at you she smile so ever warmly... When you leave, left her bitterness of heart... You were once her hope who shine on her face... She take all you gave and hold on to it when you are gone... But its Love that you never spare... Temperature at night frozen heart...
She look at you ever so sadly... When you leave, left her no tears she could shed... You are one only she hope for... She keep all she had try to move on when you are gone... But its Chance that you never spare... Color faded at night broken heart... The sun left her fading in the night ...
Irritation... skin irritant ! Human like to challenge nature, challenge enemy even challenge God. When everything goes well we will tend to think it is too good to be true or what then will take vry stupid action to make everything stumble down ! Heres an example: A stupid gal with a vry ordinary look who sometimes vein in thinking she is cute... =.= She din realize tat she is lucky to b blessed but decided to do something unbelievably STUPID" ! this gal was freak out then trying to sought for solution , FAILED ... she forgotten someone important.... her Father in Heaven always watching after her and waiting for her to yield on him !
My sister bringing to japan mainly v visiting Tokyo then Hakone maybe Narita as well... but we still haven't book our tour package and process our visa... but i do really looking forward for this trip, i've put all my hope, my wish and my soul in it ! Probably will book da package nxt week. Silly me, do stupid thing i guess... my Charm of japan ^^
Faded fairy dust, weaken magic, miracle decaying
12:25 AM
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Recover... Healed
Yesterday, finally i can chat wit my X bf wit no sad case... its been quite some time since da last time i talk to him.... nothing special and not much but enough. He use to b my sort of good fren b4 v stead, now juz a mere stranger tat who know our pass selves. Sometimes i realli do think if all this din happen v would b still "good frenz" which i rather b! In present, i remain still b ur fren ... do u still my fren? My heart ache when every you remind me of losing a fren... Come back my fren n remember...
Faded fairy dust, weaken magic, miracle decaying
12:14 AM
