gaMbate....tis word is not easy for me now =.=
dOnO.... is a good word to use @_@
nOthing.... is a word to avoid all things Q_Q
AnyThing.... is a simple word to decide >_<
craZy....is a future word to descride myself x.X
cutE....is da word i hope to always be ^^
stUpid....is word tat follow me all da time *c*
saD.... is a muz word by now T_T
DisapOinted.... is word tat is now filled my tiny brain #_#
lOusy.... is da word i am now feeling of ~_~
Fly....is what always happen only in dreams #_#
fUcked Up....always get in my way -_-
i'm walking down the road ... too deep ... too far... i'm lost... its dark... aimless... juz go forward without rest... so tired... it become heavier and heavier... barely moving... my heart wouldn't move forward since... i'm tired... the past keep rewinding...
i hope for a U-turn... down the road will there b a U-turn or i'll only b lost further?
this morning our intern production team help a contestant from Nescafe kick start (reality show on TV i think its Ntv7) to film his short film theme is dream then v din expect there will b another production crew to film us while v do the production =.= coz the stupid director (contestant) din mention anything on that, the worst is they use 2 camera to film us then every move they will take it down the more dramatic the more they interest in.... then after the short film production is over then v had to stay back so that they can interview us !!! v were starving ...... but its quite fun that v nv experience that when ur doing a production there will somebody else to film you ^^ lol...... woohoo.... soon seeing mE on TV wahahaha !!! ^ camera shooting at camera ? ^ Contestant director in green briefing the actors ^ look at the shot ! ^ R they actress? ^ nice tattoo? ^ silly mE
look... they r so cute and delicate XD ^ family of Death NOte
Faded fairy dust, weaken magic, miracle decaying
12:51 AM
* Friday, February 15, 2008 *
Duration, matters?
No, no matter how long it took the outcome makes it all become the same. When it passes no matter how long it took place it will juz become memories... 1 year? 10 months? half a year? 4 months? a month n a half? 1 day? When it become part of your memory doesn't matter how long it was all i doubt theres difference... only the effect remain, the longer it was the feeling duel in you deeper... it rooted no longer a seed.
every new beginning there is an end come before it... every ending would be painful, sad, burden... it is unbearable makes me suffocated, so heavy yet abstract. Changes, unrecognized but unforgettable... The movie has end, story of the year is over, that essay i write with all my might and all my heart has finally concluded unwillingly... expected? it should have been yet i still cannot accept. Every night memories repeated itself without my will of trying to recall it, killing me so much... when your heart is in winter and frozen, the weight of your heart increase tremendously, empty other than pain of cold, is the temperature of tears is just to hide the sadness in heart? i agree a person without confidence will forever live in fear and sadness...where to look for cure? no where...
now we r in the 2nd project they choose me as the producer.... OMG... i'm kinda like blank in my mind... i'm not sure i can handle it... the team of crew are all under my control though it is only a small team but then to handle the budget is really a problem for me. My gosh... the props that the Director need is expensive... but good quality i''ll bought 1 of the mask which is use in the shooting. then v go all the way to Kajang to shoot our film, then the director ask for 10 extras to act in her shot film. Now i'm sick, cough till my lungs come out T_T i have to recover before Chinese new year if not then i'll realli be suffering till then .... FOOD FOOD FOOD................... ^^
