gaMbate....tis word is not easy for me now =.=
dOnO.... is a good word to use @_@
nOthing.... is a word to avoid all things Q_Q
AnyThing.... is a simple word to decide >_<
craZy....is a future word to descride myself x.X
cutE....is da word i hope to always be ^^
stUpid....is word tat follow me all da time *c*
saD.... is a muz word by now T_T
DisapOinted.... is word tat is now filled my tiny brain #_#
lOusy.... is da word i am now feeling of ~_~
Fly....is what always happen only in dreams #_#
fUcked Up....always get in my way -_-
smth happened .... really i stress me brain a lot coz of it ... can't even slp properly...
he says tis is da his way if i cant agree of it then v could't get along for any longer...he says i'm selfish for wanting him to follow my way n i nv tot of his feeling but in the other hand he wans me to follow his way arent he too selfish, he juz couldn't follow my way but if i follow his way i'm suffering ... y cant he juz tolerate a lil for me if he still like me... i nv ask for any daily report ... i juz wish he will juz pay a tiny little bit more attention on me let me know he cares...
i've hav looking for excuses to persuade myself tat he cares n i juz hav to stay beside him edure then will b alright ... i guess i was wrong even we've fight but he still don really care nv change at all. i really hope at least can he be a lil more caring of me make me feel like being care n lov like a gf but no... nv...? m i tat not important tat he nv tot of care any bit of me ??? to him im like no body at all unless when he needs me ... his game is more important then me how pathetic m i ???
Even though i try to endure , after he graduate he starts working everything will get worst ... till then i think he will not care for me at all since he'll hav more excuses not to care for me... so y m i to torture myself to stay wit a person tat not care me at all whom i gave everything to ???he could even tok of other gals in front of me like i nv exist he will nv know ashame i felt n how hurt it is within me? can anyone out there answer me : is tat too wrong for a gf to her bf to care for her even when da time they dont meet each other??? If a bf lov gf will he naturally care n miss her then will wanting to share his things or get to know her situation??? maybe he might tot tis is not important izit not important to him o theres no love anymore???
it is important y cant he tolerate and tot of how i feel, instead he said i'm selfish... everything v fight which he think not important then he'll blame me for not think of how he feels by quarrel wit him... in the opposite did he ever think of my feeling of coz its important to me onli i voice out ... he nv change coz he think i da 1 who is wrong for picking out fight. Is there none other solution... i'm afraid i will miss him...
